Sometimes you just need to go MIA

I've been MIA for a while. Because I was feeling very much like a fraud and I was just dealing with a bunch of personal stuff in regards to shadow work. I didn't like where I was but I didn't know how to get to where I wanted to be.

I am really good at telling others what to do offering good advice - but if I can't follow my own advice? So I was also feeling lost and adrift. What direction do I go? What if I make a mistake? 

A lot of Some days, I don't get out of bed. I hardly leave my house. Is the agoraphobia coming back? Am I losing my mind? Will I ever be happy and content?

I had to pull back & jump off the merry-go-round. The Instagram experts have all these rules of things you must do to be successful and make sales but it feels so fake to me. That is not how I want to live my life. There has got to be a better way!

I have started losing weight and I am focusing on improving my health. I found out I was pre-diabetic a little while ago which provided a little extra motivation to get my butt in gear. 

So I figure I can't be the only one dealing with some tough stuff, so I am going to take you along with me on my journey to my becoming.